Smoother Sailing

Ok the last time I wrote I was a little stressed out if you have not figured that out. I'm glad to say that things have calmed down and routine has set in. I've been learning so much through my classes and for the most part find it interesting. Some stuff still seems over my head but I figure thats b/c I've never learned it before, and isn't that why I'm at school, to learn stuff I've never known before! Kind of ironic eh! Well, I must confess that I still don't think that the classroom is my favorite way to learn, but since God seems to want me here, I will be making the most of it. City living is convenient, but I still crave the country. But I'm happy to say that I was able to get out yesterday for half a day of harvesting! IT WAS GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love farming. Well, I must be off, homework is calling my name, and I've done a good job at ignoring it so far, but no longer. I must return. God bless<><

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

Back to School, not so cool. My brain is sore and I have so much more.
Read, read, and read, as my day goes by.
All I want to do is try to get by.
What do I have to prove? I"ve done it all before.
Yet why does it seem so different?
I'm scared all over again.
What happens if I don't understand?
It's all good, it has to be, b/c God is in command.
He's sent me here for a reason.
He knows the purpose for this decision.
He has faith in me, so I should have faith in Him.
That's it, I have my solution!
No more fear, no more uncertainty.
I have my light, and my rock.
That's all I require!

PHEW!!!

Wow, September is here and I'm still stuck in summer mode! It's going to definitely be a big change going back as a student instead of making a steady income. I'm excited, and yet so nervous. I've done this all before, so you would think that I would be used to this already. Not even a chance! Now I'm just procrastinating. I'm supposed to be packing and getting ready to leave. For the most part I am done, but I wish there was more organization to my mess. Maybe I'm secretly magic and all I have to do is snap my fingers and it'll all be done!
Nope, it didn't work. So I guess it's back to the grind. Hope you all have a good day!