Sunday, July 31, 2005

Plans Come and Go

I find it funny how you can be so sure about a decision made then only a few months later it changes. This has been the way my last couple of years have gone. I'll be so sure of God's plan for me and I'll start in that direction when all of the sudden my life with take a 180 degree turn. It has definitely kept me on my toes, yet I feel like I can never be content, which scares me to some degree, and makes me feel some what of a failure. I know that it isn't a failure and it's better to actually try things instead of sit on your butt and wait expecting the answer to just pop up one day. Although I'm almost at a point where I don't like telling people of my plans for sure just incase they change again. I never want to be looked upon as some flambouent girl. I want people to take me serious and look at me with intelligence, yet sometimes it feels hopeless and what's the point. If I allowed it to, it could really drag me down. I guess that's why God keeps somethings a mystery. It keeps my trust and faith in Him. Although it doesn't make it any easier, that's for sure. So I guess that's what I'm supposed to do, just keep on keeping on, living one step at a time, and always using Him as my road map. And eventually things will fall into place!

Friday, July 01, 2005

Home Sweet Home!

Home, such a wonderful place! I arrived back this morning at 1 a.m. It was a long time coming, but I'm glad that it is finally here.
But before I get into that, let me tell you about the rest of my trip. (appologize it has been a while, but when we got into France we didn't have internet access!)
We left Glasgow and after spending 2 nights in the airport (which was fun at first and quicly turned boring) we headed to Antibes, France, which is along the Mediteranean Sea. I loved it down there. The weather was really hot and humid, and swimming in the Sea was awesome. We also got dark, but unfortunately we had to suffer through a really bad sun burn. It's funny how the sun can be different from Canada to France. We were there for about 5 days when we headed back to Paris, but fortunately our hotel was in the suburb of Paris and not right in the city. We only spent one day in Paris itself to see the Eiffel Tower (Tour Eiffel) and Notre Dame, but the crowds were so great and many rude people, we decided one day there was enough, but we went to Disneyland one day and it was so much fun. We reverted back to little kids again! So we relaxed a lot and counted the days until we came home. It was also really hard to communicate with people who don't speak your language, but it was adventure and it was good.
The plane ride home was long, but when I saw my family waiting for me I couldn't stop myself, I ran into their arms! I missed them so much, and I'm not sure I could go away from home for that long of a time without seeing them. I realized on my trip just how much my family loves me and how much I love them, and appreciate them. I hope I never take them for granted. Well that was my trip, I hope you enjoyed riding along with me. I'll keep posting blogs up, so I hope that you enjoy this site.
God Bless!
~Kendra~