Plans Come and Go

I find it funny how you can be so sure about a decision made then only a few months later it changes. This has been the way my last couple of years have gone. I'll be so sure of God's plan for me and I'll start in that direction when all of the sudden my life with take a 180 degree turn. It has definitely kept me on my toes, yet I feel like I can never be content, which scares me to some degree, and makes me feel some what of a failure. I know that it isn't a failure and it's better to actually try things instead of sit on your butt and wait expecting the answer to just pop up one day. Although I'm almost at a point where I don't like telling people of my plans for sure just incase they change again. I never want to be looked upon as some flambouent girl. I want people to take me serious and look at me with intelligence, yet sometimes it feels hopeless and what's the point. If I allowed it to, it could really drag me down. I guess that's why God keeps somethings a mystery. It keeps my trust and faith in Him. Although it doesn't make it any easier, that's for sure. So I guess that's what I'm supposed to do, just keep on keeping on, living one step at a time, and always using Him as my road map. And eventually things will fall into place!